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-Theory of Youthful Warming
-Until age 16 admin had a stable heart rate
-of 100bpm, now he wonders if it is so that it well
-could be pupils must be of the defensive
-cold hearted type and NOT the pupil type that
-becomes obstinate and hot headed once material
-is not understood. Thus defensive hair is
-preferred. Long and covering the sides of girls
-face and brushed to the back, so resp cold and hot.
-So with my pacemaker, I could not appreciate
-the obstinate learning style. Also interest in
-Teaching. Probably quite obvious, Penny school so
-there you have it!
-[[Youthful warming illustrations]]
-===
-Theory of Secret Weapon
-In admins class we lost a 16yo girl to blood cancer.
-This gave our class a special characteristic which
-both pupils and teachers recognised. Admin cannot
-exactly describe this characteristic, but he did have
-the misconception note well, that all fellow pupils
-would have a future ALONE, and with her dying and power
-as a secret pepper for carpe diem, enjoying to the max.
-For admin this probably influenced his coding key to
-identifying with pop & rock music. What I mean is that
-to identify one has to bend the meaning, so there is
-a secret in between state between a songs meaning
-and being able to identify with the song.
-So for admin this in between was the secret power sauce
-of his beloved classmate who died.
-Thus colouring all music listening and music making.
-Leading to psychosis, living on disability and
-meeting her in admin's own mind and fantastic psychosis.
-http://www.pearltrees.com/lijpje/the-hand-i-was-dealt/id75276771
-===
-Final
-In 2021 I dropped my classmate, well, into heaven :).
-In 2022 I dropped hope for the climate, and quit phantom university.