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Theory of Youthful Warming

Until age 16 admin had a stable heart rate
of 100bpm, now he wonders if it is so that it well
could be pupils must be of the defensive
cold hearted type and NOT the pupil type that
becomes obstinate and hot headed once material
is not understood. Thus defensive hair is 
preferred. Long and covering the sides of girls
face and not brushed to the back, so resp cold and hot.


So with my pacemaker, I could not appreciate
the obstinate learning style. Also interest in
Teaching. Probably quite obvious, Penny school so
there you have it!

[[Youthful warming illustrations]]

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Theory of Secret Weapon

In admins class we lost a 16yo girl to blood cancer.
This gave our class a special characteristic which
both pupils and teachers recognised. Admin cannot
exactly describe this characteristic, but he did have
the misconception note well, that all fellow pupils
would have a future ALONE, and with her dying and power
as a secret pepper for carpe diem, enjoying to the max.

For admin this probably influenced his coding key to
identifying with pop & rock music. What I mean is that
to identify one has to bend the meaning, so there is
a secret in between state between a songs meaning
and being able to identify with the song.

So for admin this in between was the secret power sauce
of his beloved classmate who died.

Thus colouring all music listening and music making.
Leading to psychosis, living on disability and 
meeting her in admin's own mind and fantastic psychosis.

http://www.pearltrees.com/lijpje/the-hand-i-was-dealt/id75276771

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Final

In 2021 I dropped my classmate, well, into heaven :).
In 2022 I dropped hope for the climate, and quit phantom university.