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1. Divergent - Admin has a limited concept for children, limited choice - too broad
2. Oxytocin - Admin needs children face because oxytocin instead of dop - unsure
Focus on word hallucination & ps1
3. Alpha - Meds increase alpha, have theory template, GGZ KL into KP - TRUE
o Ugly ref to ew, into provocation, related
o Breaking alpha with fast-paced visuals… solo cp
o explains ps. 98
Here… z theory_increasing_alpha_in_hip_damage_with_special_gym_viewing
4. Resa pedo - Main 3 from resa pedo - 16- PFC, both incapac, 13+ K risk, so 11 12 - hypothetical
Here… z admin_resa_pedo
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5. Word freq … pol & law before child & spirit
6. 0503 sexual 36s '02 have virt child 8-9 transition … child sex … society to blame … late child & focus on sex(ualization) NONSENSE
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Focus on language
7. 0508 info on z toeschouwer, illusion, code and metaphor
Focus on trauma
8. 0509 morals & trauma
Summary
o one word hallucination KL towards KP
guilt of ggz … no protection from swearing
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o loss, ambu & sz caused admin to use
decoding to increase identification with music
with faulty code, also for sex?
Ps bij Esther, Afra, Charm, Marga,
Noor, Noor & luifel niet dr niet wederz
&& kan niet geloven DUS ZIE SIGNALEN (??)
Net als abuser zie ik sign, maar wacht
altijd op verbal, expl sign
Misschien focussen op dat twns, teens die
nooit zullen geven, maar zie qua pref geen alternatief
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o why preteen?
Illusion of influ trans 11 to 12 … power
or avoid risk cancer pre 13 … safety
or xp with dak and ew start 12 … xp
o trauma loss caused disbelieve in morals
guilt ggz no att at all to trauma
see advice ai
Working on oxytocin v2
See
http://penny.school/panic/girls/explainer.txt
2009 risp … found safety in zb with nn tweens
2011 syr war … oxytocin diminished, more b, less a
2012 find pleasure in repeating zb with nn, n
Meds increase rep behav
2015 extend to n vids, tweens
Less meds, less safety, less pleasure than 2012
Seems like when you xp safety you want more safety
When you xp danger, you want more danger … ps idea
Danger, more danger
2021 after ban twt, sms pegm … shell proces … cp
Wat is de climax? Attention to cc or me?
Schuld echt… niet pegman maar non-re a op mijn re
Ik wilde pegm laten benaderen door a, ggz en adv
Justice …
dus voor koelewijn … m 2jr, voor pegm vs m … zero
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Ondanks dat iets x een case voor x lijkt
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